Priorities

I am going for attachment at pedeatric ward tomorrow. I am still wondering, why the hell do I have to do a pedeatric posting. Fine, whatever. Get it over and done with.

Student
Dancer
Intellectual
Son
Nurse

Question?

What is the different between a nurse and a maid. Paper qualifications?

Dance :-)

Production in five days time. Hope everything goes well. Already am planning my dance retreat before the next production in October :)

The issue of sexuality

My friend asked me if I am bi. As in bisexual. I was surprised. Where did that come from? Apparently he said, because my facebook profile is written as interested in men and women. Goodness i never thought of it that way, or I am just plain naive.

He went on having this coversation with this other friend that his girlfriend is bi when this other friend of mine confessed earlier in a noncholant manner that she is an open bi. I gave up following the conversation when it goes to having a threesome and all. Gah! Too much.

I told them when we were at the MRT, that suddenly my age is showing. I am 25 and I have no time to consider this alternative lifestyle. Current focus now is study and dance (although at the moment it is dance then study). At the back of my mind are things like grades, clearing my bond, career expansion, finding a wife, have some kids, care my wife, building myself spiritually etc etc.

In regards to my Facebook status, I have no intentions of changing it at all this moment. There is more to life than sexual gratification. If they fail to see it that way, their issue not mine.

In the midst of the mist.

I am in the midst of it, and yet I already harbour thoughts of moving on. I guess I am disappointed over my own inability to live up to expectation, mine and others. Am I escaping? No, not really. I just found another way to live my fantasy. Hopefully with slower pace and more opportunity, I will be a better dancer. With love.

Something to look forward to

I believe that intelligence is a talent and an object of envy. It provides a new dimension to my perspective, witnessing people offer views which is beyond the comprehension of this mind even though at times it seem to beam between genius and lunacy.

How about those blessed with bodily kinesthetic intelligence? Balance, grace and beauty. Every movements and poses strike seem so effortless and fluid. He/she is able to mirror the dance routine exactly plus something extra- his/her own essence into the dance. Enviable.

It may suffice to bask in the intelligence of someone else for now. Intelligence is infective. But hopefully I will be able to cast my own intelligence in future.

Thank you

I fell into the trap of self limiting my own knowledge.

I have learnt it makes no sense to impose a boundary to my learning.

And that knowledge belongs to everyone.

Thank you for showing me the light Dr Zakir.